4 jun 2010

*uck

I guess I've never been on my own...I guess I may need time fo myself...I have no idea how to do that...I'm scared and I wish that last proyect would had been better than how it got...I think i puted too much expectations on it... way too much...for nothing....I was fool like a regular girl by a regular guy...worst... a younger guy...
I wish there'll be a manual for life that tells you what to do when u reach that point where u don't know where to turn...or where your destiny tells u to go...

where am I soppoused to go now? wil I get an answer? i need one...
wasn't I soppoused to be special? what now? i don't know where to turn and i can't see anyone or anything telling me where to go or handing me a clue....

i really feel lost by now...